But you didn't let me die. I didn't. Even I have moments, Chekov. And the
important thing is that you didn't keep hesitating. You didn't freeze. You
moved.
[His smile took a turn for the politely puzzled. It was a lovely sentiment, but Pavel had not been under the impression that his presence was a particularly vital part of anyone's existence for some time.]
You would be asking Jarvis to accept a promotion, probably.
[When in doubt, reply with questionably-funny humor!]
Maybe. Perhaps it would be Anders, but I don't mean in terms of needing to
fill a position.
I mean... I mean there's a relief in having someone I know here. Who's
lived the same things I have. I know you're not quite the Pavel I remember,
that you have some other experiences, but you're still Pavel, and you're
here, and that means a lot to me.
I guess in a way you help keep me from losing it entirely.
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[ He smiled, relieved. ]
You've earned in, Chekov. More times over than I can count. And when we get back to our world, I'll make sure you get it there too.
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You nearly died on the red planet when I hesitated. I'm not certain that qualifies me for a promotion in any universe.
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[ He placed a hand on his shoulder. ]
But you didn't let me die. I didn't. Even I have moments, Chekov. And the important thing is that you didn't keep hesitating. You didn't freeze. You moved.
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Respectfully, I don't know if I believe that you have moments.
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I do. I just hide them better and tend not to tell people about them. Keeps up the illusion.
[ He waggled his fingers as if sprinkling a bit of something on something. ]
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[He was teasing. There were few things Kirk could do that would accomplish that, at least as far as their relationship on the bridge went.]
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You mean my #1 Captain mug isn't enough reason to take me seriously?
[ He gasped in mock horror. ]
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Indeed there is.
[ He sipped his drink and he laughed softly. ]
You know sometimes I don't know what I'd do if you weren't here, Chekov?
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You would be asking Jarvis to accept a promotion, probably.
[When in doubt, reply with questionably-funny humor!]
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Maybe. Perhaps it would be Anders, but I don't mean in terms of needing to fill a position.
I mean... I mean there's a relief in having someone I know here. Who's lived the same things I have. I know you're not quite the Pavel I remember, that you have some other experiences, but you're still Pavel, and you're here, and that means a lot to me.
I guess in a way you help keep me from losing it entirely.
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[He smiled--genuinely--before looking down and addressing the countertop.]
I'm glad that I can be valuable to you.