[She doesn't try to touch him with his body language telling her to stay back.] Oh, Pavel...
I know they're machines, but those machines are monsters. [She remembers what that's like. How blurred things are afterward especially if there were already real feelings involved. She had that with Jack Harkness and while their fake memories never provided an exact time frame she'd guess they were supposed to have only been married a year or so. But seventeen years of love and devotion? How do you come back from that? Especially when you know you love the other person and they aren't saying maybe anymore. They're saying no.]
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I know they're machines, but those machines are monsters. [She remembers what that's like. How blurred things are afterward especially if there were already real feelings involved. She had that with Jack Harkness and while their fake memories never provided an exact time frame she'd guess they were supposed to have only been married a year or so. But seventeen years of love and devotion? How do you come back from that? Especially when you know you love the other person and they aren't saying maybe anymore. They're saying no.]
You deserve a lot better than this.